I know I can be difficult to deal with or talk to. I can't really apologize for who I am, only for what I've done and particular instances where I may have said something inappropriate, hurtful, etc. Chances are I didn't mean it or I just said it without its due amount of tact. Either way, I'm sorry. And working on it!
The thing is.. though I'm almost 27 years old (!!!) I'm still learning about who I am, how to interpret my own feelings and those of others, and how to communicate what I know, feel, and believe. So I post the following not as an excuse but as an explanation. I do hope that you - my friends, family, supporters - and anyone else up to the challenge will help and guide me in doing this life AND art stuff better with a more comprehensive understanding of the inner-workings of my mind (in my case, the portrait pretty much hits the nail on the head).
In peace, love, and humility..
PORTRAIT OF AN INTP
.. usually extremely bright, and able to be objectively critical in their analysis. They love new ideas, and become very excited over abstractions and theories. They love to discuss these concepts with others. They may seem "dreamy" and distant to others, because they spend a lot of time inside their minds musing over theories.
.. do not like to lead or control people. They're very tolerant and flexible in most situations, unless one of their firmly held beliefs has been violated or challenged, in which case they may take a very rigid stance.
.. has no understanding or value for decisions made on the basis of personal subjectivity or feelings. They strive constantly to achieve logical conclusions to problems, and don't understand the importance or relevance of applying subjective emotional considerations to decisions. For this reason, INTPs are usually not in-tune with how people are feeling, and are not naturally well-equiped to meet the emotional needs of others.
.. may have a problem with self-aggrandizement and social rebellion, which will interfere with their creative potential. Since their Feeling side is their least developed trait, the INTP may have difficulty giving the warmth and support that is sometimes necessary in intimate relationships.
.. are likely to express themselves in what they believe to be absolute truths. Sometimes, their well thought-out understanding of an idea is not easily understandable by others, but the INTP is not naturally likely to tailor the truth so as to explain it in an understandable way to others.